Post-Grad Part 2

It's October 22, Thursday, 1:20 am. You're probably wondering why I'm still up in this time of the night (day). If you're guessing, you probably guessed it right. I'M STILL UNEMPLOYED. It's been 2 months since my graduation in school, I can no longer count how many companies I've applied to ever since the school's job expo last July. I've only been to personal and phone interviews and exams, and that's it. As of to date, I have 5 friends who are already employed. One in Citi, one in ING, one in JP Morgan, one in Deutsche Knowledge and one in Megaworld. I feel so depressed and torn at the same time. My mom pressures me to look for work and accept anything, LITERALLY ANYTHING, even BPOs! I have nothing against BPOs, it's just that I don't want to work in grave yard shifts. And my dad's like "you should just chill, relax and take your time." HELLO! I'm way tired of being a bum! sleeping real late, waking up real late, eat brunch, watch TV, surf the internet, go to the gym if I'm not lazy, then when I come home surf the net again and sleep late again and the cycle continues! Honestly I don't think my going to the gym does any good results since I have these gym laziness tendencies and even though I eat 90% vegetables, I eat them by the bulk with carbs! I'm not even supposed to be job hunting if it wasn't for the stupid delay of my immigrant visa and I don't even know how long that delay would take! My whole future's ruined. My whole life IS ruined. God please help me. :(